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[ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ] eclipsed it. Her crying tore at him, making him want to stay if only to soothe her and take away her pain. The feel of her close to him, her warmth and her scent, chased away all reason and left him unsure what to do. It would be so easy to surrender to her like he wanted to, but he just couldn t. 257 Winter s Kiss F E Heaton He had to leave. He had to ensure that no one knew of his time with Nika, or at least no one who would inform the Law Keepers. He couldn t trust that with Willem dead, they were free. He couldn t risk Nika s life. He had to protect her. She had been through enough for a lifetime in these past few days. The castle appeared in view and he continued towards it, his heart growing heavier with each hoof beat that brought him closer to it and closer to leaving Nika for a second time. When he reached it, he set Nika down, not trusting himself enough to dismount. If he did, he would probably stay. Won t you at least let me tend to your wounds? she said, holding herself and looking up at him with furrowed eyebrows and solemn eyes. He shook his head. I must return to my family. She nodded, as though she had expected that answer, and then sighed. He stared into her beautiful green eyes, waiting for her to speak, knowing that she wouldn t let him go so easily. He waited for another reason too. He couldn t bring himself to leave her yet. He needed a few moments more with her. The light night breeze tousled the wavy strands of her blonde hair, causing them to caress her tear-stained cheeks. Her eyes grew wider and her rosy lips parted. She was beautiful. His angel. She moved closer to the horse and touched his leg. Swallowing hard, he placed his hand over hers and held it, savouring the touch in case it was their last. 258 Winter s Kiss F E Heaton Will you ever come back to me? Her voice trembled with the tears he could see forming in her eyes. Those tears didn t mask the love in them and the hope. He nodded, wished that he could speak and tell her that he would return to her one day, but his throat felt too tight to speak. She managed a smile and pulled on his hand, forcing him to lean over. The wound in his side burned fiercely but he lowered himself anyway, intent on taking this last moment with her even if it killed him. He closed his eyes when her lips met his in a light kiss that cleaved his heart in two and forever marked her name on it. So you ll remember me, she whispered against his lips and then released his hand. He straightened up and looked down at her, right into her green eyes that were bright with her tears and affection. I ll be waiting, for eternity if that s what it takes. He turned the horse away and closed his eyes as every fibre of his being begged him to go back to her. I love you, Winter, she whispered. I ll never love another. Unable to bear it anymore, he geed on Demeter and rode into the woods. Tears stung his eyes and he cursed himself for doing this. It broke his heart to leave her there but he didn t have a choice. It had to be this way. Even if it took forever to find a way, he silently swore that he would return one day. 259 Winter s Kiss F E Heaton Chapter 18 Nika leaned her elbows on the warm stone wall that surrounded the balcony and stared out into the night. The breeze held the scent of summer, of pine trees and meadow flowers, and the lingering heat of day. Her gaze tracked the sickle moon as it rose into the inky sky. The stars were pale against their backdrop and struggled to sparkle. She heaved a sigh, content to wait for midnight to come and true night to reign so she could see the heavens in all their glory. Each night since Winter had left her she had come to this place to watch the world, to wait for his return. Each morning she had written everything down in her diary so she would remember all the things that she wanted to tell him, the experiences that she longed to share with him, and her unwavering feelings. Her heart had grown heavier each day that she went to her bed alone, only to sleep so she could rise again the next night and watch for him. It had only been two months, but it felt like eternity. Since his departure, the full moon had risen twice and twice she had changed. Dmitri, the lord of the werewolves, had helped her through her first time. He had mentioned that he had been fulfilling a request and her heart had ached to realise that Winter had asked him to personally look after her. Her first time hadn t been nearly as frightening or painful as she had expected. Under Dmitri s expert guidance, she had managed to relax enough to allow the change to progress naturally and although it had hurt and it had scared her, it had been more exhilarating than anything else. 260 Winter s Kiss F E Heaton She had run through the woods, just as she had told Winter she would. She had been free. The wind had rushed against her face and through her hair. The world had been crisp and sharp, her vision amazing even in the low light. Her hearing and sense of smell had been off the scale. She had spent hours exploring the woods and growing used to moving as a wolf. It had been incredible. She had only wished that Winter could have been there to run with her, to share her joy and excitement. It had been the first time since becoming a werewolf that she had been glad to become one. She had written about it in her diary in very intricate detail. Every scent she had smelt and sound she had heard, everything that she had seen through new eyes. She was sure that he would want to hear that she had done well, and that she was strong now, no longer the weak and frightened girl that he had protected all those weeks ago. The moon had risen a little higher while she had been lost in her thoughts. The sky had grown a little darker. Voices rose up from the gardens far below her and she watched a group of people crossing it. It was the guards. [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ] |
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