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[ Pobierz caÅ‚ość w formacie PDF ] Here at our sea-washed, sunset gates shall stand A mighty woman with a torch, whose flame Is the imprisoned lightning, and her name Mother of Exiles. From her beacon-hand Glows world-wide welcome; her mild eyes command The air-bridged harbor that twin cities frame. "Keep, ancient lands, your storied pomp!" cries she With silent lips. "Give me your tired, your poor, Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free, The wretched refuse of your teeming shore. Send these, the homeless, tempest-tost to me, I lift my lamp beside the golden door!" Fleda Brown (1944 ) I Write My Mother a Poem Sometimes I feel her easing further into her grave, resigned, as always, and I have to come to her rescue. Like now, when I have so much else to do. Not that she'd want a poem. She would have been proud, of course, of all its mystery, involving her, but scared a little. Her eyes would have filled with tears. It always comes to that, I don't know why I bother. One gesture and she's gone down a well of raw feeling, and I'm left alone again. I avert my eyes, to keep from scaring her. On her dresser is one of those old glass bottles of Jergen's Lotion with the black label, a little round bottle of Mum deodorant, a white plastic tray with Avon necklaces and earrings, pennies, paper clips, and a large black coat button. I appear to be very interested in these objects, even interested in the sun through the blinds. It falls across her face, and not, as she changes the bed. She would rather have clean sheets than my poem, but as long as I don't bother her, she's glad to know I care. She's talked my father into taking a drive later, stopping for an A & W root beer. She is dreaming of foam on the glass, the tray propped on the car window. And trees, farmhouses, the expanse of the world as seen from inside the car. It is no use to try to get her out to watch airplanes take off, or walk a trail, or hear this poem and offer anything more than "Isn't that sweet!" Right now bombs are exploding in Kosovo, students shot in Colorado, and my mother is wearing a root beer mustache. Her eyes are unfocused, everything's root beer. I write root beer, root beer, to make her happy. Fleda Brown (1944 ) The Women Who Loved Elvis All Their Lives She reads, of course, what he's doing, shaking Nixon's hand, dating this starlet or that, while he is faithful to her like a stone in her belly, like the actual love child, its bills and diapers. Once he had kissed her and time had stood still, at least some point seems to remain back there as a place to return to, to wait for. What is she waiting for? He will not marry her, nor will he stop very often. Desireé will grow up to say her father is dead. Desireé will imagine him standing on a timeless street, hungry for his child. She will wait for him, not in the original, but in a gesture copied to whatever lover she takes. He will fracture and change to landscape, to the Pope, maybe, or President Kennedy, or to a pain that darkens her eyes. "Once," she will say, as if she remembers, and the memory will stick like a fishbone. She knows how easily she will comply when a man puts his hand on the back of her neck and gently steers her. She knows how long she will wait for rescue, how the world will go on expanding outside. She will see her mother's photo of Elvis shaking hands with Nixon, the terrifying conjunction. A whole war with Asia will begin slowly, in her lifetime, out of such irreconcilable urges. The Pill will become available to the general public, starting up a new waiting in that other depth. The egg will have to keep believing in its timeless moment of completion without any proof except in the longing of its own body. Maris will break Babe Ruth's record while Orbison will have his first major hit with "Only the Lonely," trying his best to sound like Elvis. Gary Fincke (1945 ) The Billion Heartbeats of the Mammal Feel this, my father says, guiding my hand To the simple Braille of his pacemaker. Sixty, he tells me, over and over Like a clock, and I mention the billion Heartbeats of the mammal, how the life span Can be rough-guessed by the 800 beats Per minute of the shrew, the 200 Of the house cat, speeding through their billion In three years, in twelve. How slowly we act, According to our pets. How we are stone To the frantic insects. Not slow enough, He answers, summing up the math, citing His two billion heartbeats of punched-in work, The one billion my mother beat to do The daily double-shift of housekeeper And clerk until her heart softened to mush. He s busy, now, with wiping down his floors The way he swirled a mop through locker rooms Before striding the push broom up and down The grain of gym sweep, repeating the moves Of twenty kinds of cleaning between ten And six-thirty in the high school I used [ Pobierz caÅ‚ość w formacie PDF ] |
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