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[ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ] Jerry stared at him. "Are you serious? Are you asking that as a serious question?" Gerard didn't even blink. Jerry put down his turkey sandwich. His throat was drier than ever. "If that's the way it has to be ... then yes. If that's the only possible condition for David's release." Gerard smirked, and then let out a grunt of a laugh. "You're even more innocent than I imagined," he said. "Do you really think that anybody who wanted to kill you would actually honor this agreement, and release your boy? Your boy's being kept alive for one reason only: you're still alive. Once you're dead, why should anyone bother? Your boy will be knocked off, too. You're not likely to come back from the grave and argue about it, are you? And your boy will be far too damning a witness for us to let him go." Jerry was silent for a long time, staring at Gerard in 278 Tengu hopeless anxiety. Then he said, "You've come to meet me for a reason, right? Either to have me killed, or to put up some kind of a suggestion." "That's right," said Gerard. The waitress brought his whiskey, and he paid for Page 136 ABC Amber Palm Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abcpalm.html it with a $20 bill. "You see, everything was fine until yesterday night. Then, they sent out a Tengu to kill Admiral Thorson, who is the only other man apart from your good self who might have jeopardized the Tengu project by recognizing what the Tengu actually are and by helping the police to trace them back to where they came from." "Admiral Thorson was in a coma. He had been for months. Why should they bother to send out a Tengu to kill him?" "They're crazy, that's why," said Gerard. "And, besides, they're Japanese. Although they won't admit it, a whole lot of what they're doing has got something to do with the ancient Japanese principles of revenge and honor. You and Thorson knew about the Tengus: y6u had to die. Don't ask me why. The whole thing's like some kind of nightmare." Jerry said, "I get the feeling you're trying to tell me that you're changing sides. You're not trying to threaten me, are you? Or are you? You're trying to find out if I'll forgive you enough for what you've done to help you." Gerard took out another cigar and clipped off the end. "This Tengu project isn't what it seems, believe me. There's something really heavy going down; and when I say heavy, I mean heavy." Jerry picked up his sandwich, looked at it, and then put it down again. He said, "You took my son, right? All I want to hear from you is that you're prepared to help me get him back again." Gerard briefly closed his eyes, to indicate his assent. "I don't trust you," said Jerry. "For Christ's sake, how can I trust you? It was you who took him in the first place." "I'm not asking for anything," Gerard said. "Not Tengu 279 sympathy, not forgiveness, nothing. I'm just asking you to believe that in the past twenty-four hours, I've changed my mind about the people I work for, and I've begun to change my mind about myself. The motivation has been completely selfish. I'm scared, if you want to know the truth. I've never been scared of anyone or anything in my life, but I'm scared now. And the reason I'm scared is because I'm in love. I've been dating my secretary, Francesca. I was supposed to go back to Nancy Shiranuka's place last night and talk about the Tengus, report on what we'd been doing out at Rancho Encino. But I didn't go. Instead, I took Francesca to L'Ermitage, where nobody was going to find us, and I spent the whole night talking myself out. My past, my present, and my future. The whole Rancho Encino thing went wrong, it all turned into a massacre. I can't live with that. When you're really in love for the first time, you realize you can't accept half the things you accepted before. You've got a responsibility to yourself, and to the person you love." He smoked, and rubbed at his forehead, and then he said, "I can't erase what's happened, you know? I can't bring Sherry Cantor back to life. But I would if I could. And I'll do whatever I can to help you get your son back. I thought I was a frigid, emotionless tough guy before any of this started, and the fact is that I'm not. I don't think anybody is, when you really take it down to the bottom line. You can't be a lover and a killer at the same time. And that's why I said I was sorry when I first came in." Jerry said, "Nancy Shiranuka told me they were holding David at some ranch near Pacoima.'' "That's right." "What goes on there? When you say 'they,' who do you mean? How many people do they have there?" "The ranch at Pacoima is where they're creating the Tengus," said Gerard. "The head guy there is Doctor Gempaku, he's the guy who actually develops the Tengus, brings them into being. Then there's ten or eleven guards; they all wear black masks on their faces, so you can never 280 Tengu tell which is which. But they're all armed, and they're all skilled in Oni, Page 137 ABC Amber Palm Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abcpalm.html which is some kind of ancient martial art." "I know about Oni," said Jerry. "In that case, you'll be quite aware that these guys are totally deadly," said Gerard. "Yes," said Jerry. He felt awkward with Gerard, suspicious of him. And yet at the same time he could recognize that Gerard was going through an inner turmoil that, if he only allowed it to, could bring him out of a life that had been shallow and cynical and exploitative, and into an existence that would be honest even if not particularly profitable. Jerry hadn't been at L'Ermitage, during those hours in which Gerard had drunk whiskey after whiskey, and talked, and argued, and made love to Francesca in [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ] |
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